Why don't you open your eyes and talk to your friends, seriously your not going to have many friends if you don't keep up a conversation with them or maybe even talk to them sometimes. Some actually miss you. And maybe you stop being backstabbed.

No one's back stabbed me? Or that I know of anyway.
I do talk to my friends, I talk to them alllll the time, you sound like someone who I'm friends with, but is choosing to confront me over formspring as an anon instead of texting me or calling. If you miss me, why are you doing it here.

Ask anything you want, go for it.